A Prayer of Belief

Read this with me: Jesus Heals a Boy Possessed by an Impure Spirit

¹⁴ When they came to the other disciples, they saw a large crowd around them and the teachers of the law arguing with them. ¹⁵ As soon as all the people saw Jesus, they were overwhelmed with wonder and ran to greet him.

¹⁶ “What are you arguing with them about?” he asked.

¹⁷ A man in the crowd answered, “Teacher, I brought you my son, who is possessed by a spirit that has robbed him of speech. ¹⁸ Whenever it seizes him, it throws him to the ground. He foams at the mouth, gnashes his teeth and becomes rigid. I asked your disciples to drive out the spirit, but they could not.”

¹⁹ “You unbelieving generation,” Jesus replied, “how long shall I stay with you? How long shall I put up with you? Bring the boy to me.”

²⁰ So they brought him. When the spirit saw Jesus, it immediately threw the boy into a convulsion. He fell to the ground and rolled around, foaming at the mouth.

²¹ Jesus asked the boy’s father, “How long has he been like this?”

“From childhood,” he answered. ²² “It has often thrown him into fire or water to kill him. But if you can do anything, take pity on us and help us.”

²³ “‘If you can’?” said Jesus. “Everything is possible for one who believes.”

²⁴ Immediately the boy’s father exclaimed, “I do believe; help me overcome my unbelief!”

²⁵ When Jesus saw that a crowd was running to the scene, he rebuked the impure spirit. “You deaf and mute spirit,” he said, “I command you, come out of him and never enter him again.”

²⁶ The spirit shrieked, convulsed him violently and came out. The boy looked so much like a corpse that many said, “He’s dead.” ²⁷ But Jesus took him by the hand and lifted him to his feet, and he stood up.

²⁸ After Jesus had gone indoors, his disciples asked him privately, “Why couldn’t we drive it out?”

²⁹ He replied, “This kind can come out only by prayer.”

Mark 9:14-29 NIV

Yesterday, I read this passage with my Bible study, and our leader asked us a question I had never pondered before. Who was the one praying in this story?

The immediate answer would be Jesus, right? Since He’s the one who casts out the evil spirit.

But upon closer inspection, the words Jesus uses in this passage don’t sound like prayers. Rather, He’s mostly speaking to either the father of the boy or the spirit itself.

However, the father speaks to Jesus and says, “I do believe; help me overcome my unbelief!”

While this is a highly quotable verse, what if we view it as a prayer? Perhaps — likely, even — this is the prayer that heals his son. How can we learn to pray like this?

1. We speak directly to Jesus. Often, our prayers become long-winded when we forget we’re having a conversation with someone (not just our own thoughts) or if we feel the need to pray in a way that impresses God or others. This prayer is simple, a natural part of the boy’s father’s conversation with Jesus. While we don’t often view people’s conversations with Jesus as prayers (in the Bible), they are doing exactly what we are doing, only with Jesus being physically visible to them.
2. We proclaim our belief. While the father had been giving into fear and doubt earlier on, I believe his son’s healing comes from his own spiritual transformation from disbelieving to believing. Even if we are still struggling with doubts, declaring that we believe or that we desire to believe shows Jesus how important faith is to us.
3. We ask for help with believing. Jesus doesn’t expect us to figure out life or faith on our own. He is here to help us. So if we are struggling with fully believing in Him, we don’t have to be ashamed of asking for His assistance in this process.

So here are my challenges for you as you let this story soak into your understanding of Jesus and faith today:

• Read through other people’s interactions with Jesus in the gospels. Try to imagine them as prayers, perhaps just focusing on the dialogue being exchanged. Which prayer resonates most with you today?
• Write out a 1-2 sentence prayer to Jesus that captures the essence of what you are celebrating today and what you need from Jesus.
• Ask yourself, are you struggling with believing in Jesus’ ability to transform and heal the painful areas of your life? Is it time to ask Him to help you believe?

Isn’t it amazing to know that Jesus loves us so much and wants to hear from us? I hope this reminder brings you joy today.